Thursday, December 01, 2005

lost post

just wrote out the whole ugly truth and I lost it when going to post.

It hurt to write it. I wanted to re-read it. It was meant to disappear into the abyss.

It hurts to pretend everything is alright and normal when he knows I'm suspecting and I'm postive that I'm right.

the title of the lost post was "one day I'll love myself enough to let him go"

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